Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Denial (which by the way, isn't in Egypt)

I need a paper bag to breath in.

I can't handle the fact that my babies are turning one in two days. I simply refuse to accept it. Since these girls will likely be my only two children, I'd like to keep them babies for a little longer. I'm thinking about another three years. Then they have my permission to become toddlers. I suppose I should inform Audrey of this change in schedule, since she is practically running already (of course, with the help of her walkers, our furniture, and the Laugh n Learn table). Natalie seems to have gotten the memo, what with her refusal (still) to stand and all. I keep telling her she that is the baby of the family.

Someone tell me it will be alright.

10 comments:

  1. I know how you feel, Joseph will be one the day after the girls. Everyone says it will be alright but they didn't carry them around for 9 months, go through the c-section/recovery and all...we did. Sorry, I had a mini breakdown. It will be fine, I guess. I hope the girls have a great birthday & party. We are having ours on the same day as you. Enjoy and have a great day!!
    ~Veronica

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  2. It is bittersweet I know. My guys turned 1 in April. I had a tough time with it. Going through pictures from their birth up until that point...I shed many many tears.

    I hope the girls have a great birthday party. I can't wait to see pics.

    And it's ok to be sad, and to cry. You're a mom...that's the only excuse you need :-)

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  3. I am feeling the same way. :o( Hannah turns one in 26 days and counting. If only I could get time to stop for a while so I could enjoy my 'baby' just a little bit longer! Why is it that one of the best years of your life has to go by so quickly? It's just not fair!

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  4. I know how you feel. My girl turns 1 if 3 weeks...so hard to beleive! Like your little girl my daughter refuses to pull up or walk. She will stand if I set her that way but thats about it. She has just always been laid back.

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  5. On one hand you love to watch them reach milestones but once they accomplish them you wish they'd be tiny balls of cuddliness.

    I gave you an award.
    http://we3liebs.blogspot.com/2009/09/award-for-me.html

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  6. Oh I know! Our LOs share the same birthday and I'm having many emotional mini-crises over the impending "First Birthday"...

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  7. It will be ok...I promise. After the stress/tears are gone from their 1st birthday, you have so many more things to look forward to!!
    (that was the best I could do..I'm still sad my babies are growing up so quick too!)

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  8. I won't be any help. But I know how you feel. These are my last kids and I just keep thinking, I will never have the baby stage again. Ugh. I can't believe it is a year.

    I had a tough time with Charlotte turning one, but this has been even harder. I can tell you that while I know I will miss the baby stage, the toddler stage is so fun. It is amazing to see the "person" come out of your baby. If that makes any sense...

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  9. They will always be your babies.

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  10. I'm glad I'm not the only one feeling the same way! My LO Evan shares a birthday with your girls.

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